Feb 27 2016 Fun Times

Hahaha it was the time for our jogging and it definitely made me happy because I know that I'm trying to be fit

and healthy but oh did you know that going there and going home we were riding in a monster truck because of

our dear neighbour who came along. We even did zumba lol it was hilarious alright but it was kinda fun you know

and once you get used to it I might take dancing seriously next time lol. When I'm with this people it's just

really relaxing .. calming and of couse tiring. Then, some of the kids with us brought some UNO cards to play.

After than we were treated to some delicious mcdonald's breakfast mmhmmm egg and sausage with orange

juice made my day, thank you:) And so here comes the part where we were on the monster truck, at first

when we were going to our destination we were sitting inside but when it was time to go eat and go home

we went to the back and omg it was so fun and so breezy. Some of us even stood up for a better experience.

People are looking at us though like they take the time to even turn around just to stare . When we got home

we still had the energy to go watch a movie and play more UNO cards but later on I fell alseep and had to

eat my lunch a little late because seriously a nap for me is too long . And at night I was so busy fangirling

over kpop idols, yes I love kpop. Been a fan for almost 2 years, I'm new . But I'm more of an anime person

even though yeah haha. And so that's it .

Guitar

Yayyyyy !! I finally got a new string for my guitar and as soon as it was put on the guitar and tuned

I immediately went in practicing and a little while later, I had late night jamming with friends and neighbours

and it was really fun playing the guitar and singing all together and stuff like that.

It's sad ...

           It's really sad. Well I'm happy that today is my friend's birthday and of course I told her "Happy Birthday" on facebook since we won't be much meeting of with other friends too because it's summer and we're mostly at our homes. Anyways today also happens to be day that my injured cat died. I cried and cried and cried as well as my mother and his grandmother cat was sad as well. I can't believe this .. he was fighting and trying to live because yesterday an idiotic tricycle driver ran over him and he lived till a while ago. He even ran as fast as he could even though he's injured just to catch his breath. I really love him he's name is Mario . When I was crying he would put his paw on my eye or just stare at me until I stop. When I feel so lonely or irritated he would just climb unto my computer and try to cheer me up. I feel like I lost a friend, a family even though it's just a cat even a cat is so important to me because it was always there for me even if I can't talk to them. I said I would get used to it because we have many cats that died or were missing but the attachment is still right here in my heart. Thank you Mario for making me happy, thank you for trying to live even though it hearts so much. Rest in Peace cat.. I'll always believe there's a cat heaven just for you and the other cats that we had. We love you.



~Will always be here,
           Amber/Kohaku~

I need to stop that

 

     

     I seriously need to stop having a low self-esteem seriously X'D Today I went and put my picture as my profile picture on facebook and I feel like it's an eyesore to people to see that in their newsfeed usually I use anime photos or kpop idols or when I'm with a group of people then this time it's a selfie of me and a friend such close-up so wow. Then I realize sometimes I need to feel pretty about myself because I was told many times of being pretty and cute and I always try to deny it and think they're always joking around even though they always say it. I'm really shy ya'know but if I keep this up it's not going to be good to hiding in the corners all the time and I need to open up to the world. Show them what you got. To also other people like, show them what you got , show them your beautiful face, show them your hidden talents that you've been keeping , your interests that you think people won't agree on like heck no there would be people who are going to judge but there will always be people surrounding you who would always be there for you and I just love those important people in my lives that makes me want to be just me but better and into the brighter things in life that is what I realize when I put that profile picture on. 


P.S. The girl in the pic kinda looks like me that has been animated the hair a little longer and my hair is just plain straight without that apple cut and I have chinky asian dark-brown eyes X'D




~Smile Always, 
           Amber/Kohaku~

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Over now

            Wooohhoooo exams are finally over so I’m free not to attend classes anymore cause there’s nothing left to do and I sure am willing to just stay here at home playing computer games, watching anime, dancing, some sports lik badminton, working out,eating,playing with my pets, bonding with my family drawing art I just feel so free and happy . I hope we can go swimming soon or go the movies there are so many things that I want to do this summer I’m tired of being bored I need something to do in my life. X’D I’m going to be a senior next school year bleehhhkk ehh Dx I hate getting older x’D *flashbacks of elementary days comes in*

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