It's sad ...

           It's really sad. Well I'm happy that today is my friend's birthday and of course I told her "Happy Birthday" on facebook since we won't be much meeting of with other friends too because it's summer and we're mostly at our homes. Anyways today also happens to be day that my injured cat died. I cried and cried and cried as well as my mother and his grandmother cat was sad as well. I can't believe this .. he was fighting and trying to live because yesterday an idiotic tricycle driver ran over him and he lived till a while ago. He even ran as fast as he could even though he's injured just to catch his breath. I really love him he's name is Mario . When I was crying he would put his paw on my eye or just stare at me until I stop. When I feel so lonely or irritated he would just climb unto my computer and try to cheer me up. I feel like I lost a friend, a family even though it's just a cat even a cat is so important to me because it was always there for me even if I can't talk to them. I said I would get used to it because we have many cats that died or were missing but the attachment is still right here in my heart. Thank you Mario for making me happy, thank you for trying to live even though it hearts so much. Rest in Peace cat.. I'll always believe there's a cat heaven just for you and the other cats that we had. We love you.



~Will always be here,
           Amber/Kohaku~