A poem that isn't actually like one.

I seek for an emotion deep within that enlightens me
I make out the faces gathered and show it off
Make only important people see 
The different side of me
Let my hide my tears till I know where to let them go
Then I shall find peace and weight lifted from heart
This may not rhyme
But the message is not just worth a dime
Oh look at that you find one
So do you want me to show you more of what I seek from what I hid
You won't understand this because I want it that way
But this is something random
For an imperfect fandom
What did I just put here?
Is this even a poem ?
I think the world will explode
If I keep moving on with random words